# Day 9970 Start Time: 13:34 ## Planner - [ ] 08:00 Bus to School - [ ] 10:00 - 11:50 Lab - [ ] 12:00 Bus Home ## Daily Tasks - [ ] 05:00 Run & Exercise - [ ] 05:45 Shower - [ ] 06:00-07:00 Coffee & Chess - [ ] Email - [x] [monkeytype](https://monkeytype.com/) - [ ] [Doulingo](https://www.duolingo.com/learn) - [ ] [leetcode](https://leetcode.com/problemset/) - [x] Codio - [x] [Craigslist](https://portland.craigslist.org/) - [x] 11:00 Lunch - [x] 18:30 Dinner ## Notes *What am I doing throughout the day?* - Im thinking about how to construct the environment to facilitate actual studying. I want to be working, reading, and writing everyday. But I'm not doing that... - I think the weed might be slowing me down and that im in denal of that... I say that with a joint actively in my mouth and im going to light it as soon as i stop writing this line lol. - I need my multi-monitor life back, that helped me so much with my adhd having something moving in the background. Being able to see the lofi kid or the spotify ticking or my friends playing whatever game their hyper-focusing on right now is just the right amount of stimulation I need to keep going. - I want my life to be largely with my face on the screen and in a book. So i need to think about what is the minimum amount of time I need to do of the opposite. I think once I get the Kei Truck, I wanna take trina out once a month. I also need to go outside daily and be in the elements. I need to live my life like I did all those years ago. To feel that sense of freedom for the rest of my life is the goal. - *Why do I feel so caged by these walls?* - I constantly feel like I'm at the edge of something... Not unlike that dark cliff at the edge of time. This is something else though, where that was cold this is warm. Its like having felt the warmth of the sun only once and I'm yearning to feel it again. A distant shadow of a thing resembling something close to a memory. - I keep thinking that if I ever find this thing and grab hold of it then I will finally be able to start down this path. To earn my tattoo and become the Student. - Maybe I'm thinking too narrowly, too small, too 3 dimensional. Time is an axis as well. Perhaps as an object does not begin and end at a single point, this change does not begin and end at a single moment. - The change is gradual. - *One bents the direction of their life as one does a rod of iron. With all of their strength* - The change is gradual. - The change is gradual. - [[Website features]] - [[Idea! Daily note tarrot and nordic runes]] - That impulse to write down things like that have served me well - I want to learn how to navigate a computer using only a keyboard - I just realized I didnt take my meds today... whoops - Ok so what to i need to do - out of 24 hours i should be sleeping for 8 hours - of the remaining 16 hours i should do the following - Morning routine 2 hours - brush my teeth - yoga - run - exercise - Drink 1L of water - Eat breakfast - Work 8 hours - work for 4 hours - Drink 1L of water - Lunch - stream for 4 hours - Chores 2 hours - yardwork - mead - dishes - laundry - trash & recycling - ## End of Day Report *What did I do today?* -